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| ap's next week... T_T
prom tonight! whoo~
dave, prepare yoself for the awesomicity that i am.
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| there was a tornado drill during second period today, so my gym class was prodded along the hallway into the locker room for "practice" in case of a real disaster, in which everybody, i feel, would be pushing each other in the hallway instead, wailing and screaming in terror. either that or just be complete idiots.
i sat on the bench in front of a wall of lockers and looked farther down the aisle. i saw a large hispanic girl sitting on the bench, in her gray gym uniform, with her belly jutting out farther than her breasts. with her hair gelled and held tightly behind her head in a ponytail, looking at her made me wonder how she felt when she had to run during class, lagging behind the rest. she pulled out something from the bag beside her.
she took a flat sponge pad and patted hopeless dabs of foundation onto her dark face, looking at herself in the mirror of the little case. the extra layer of powder weighed her plump cheeks down. her round arms bounced around, unsure and shaky from holding up the mirror against unforgiving gravity.
Snapping the case shut, she sighed heavily, and slipped it into the bag.
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| after writing my first poem in a long time for literary expression, i realized how much i miss it. well. it has been a while since i've actually written something.. i figured that i should start it up again. slowly, at the very least, seeing as how senior year is still busy busy busy (curses..)
alright.
(cracks knuckles)
general update.
i have been a Second Semester Senior (aka S3) since last monday. fuck yes. but before anybody can drink to that, let it be known that freshman nathalie would smack senior nathalie across the face without hesitation.
senioritis is really sinking into my bones and i'm feelin it take control of my body and i think it has been for a disgusting load of months, which has been eating away at my drive. i've become increasingly lazy and apathetic at the same time.. maybe i'm just... bored(?)
although i think that might be due to the fact that i don't play tennis anymore (2nd in state, bitches!), i also think that i'm just really itching for that next stage in life to come around the corner and embrace me a monster bear hug.
oh yeah! so anyways, i applied to 5 schools and got into uic, uiuc, and wisconsin-madison. still have yet to year from michigan in ann arbor and washu in st. louis. wisconsin's housing wants to hear from me by february 8th! FEBRUARY! 8th! that is just madness!
madness, i say!
trying to get financial aid is tedious and suckymania.
i'll just leave it at that.
oh! the brutha made the right decision to tell me about the website, dealextreme.com, that sells random gadgets and gizmos for super cheap with free shipping. i got a wish list of stuff, ranging from the $3 cigar pipe with leather case to the $19 usb card sized mouse to the $70 crossbow.
ooh! the brutha also put linux on my computer and i lovez it. windoze bloze with its "blue screen of death." i seriously spent hours fooling around with linux, transferring files (2.6gb of pictures), loading music (10 or 15 gb?), and exploiting its supply of (literally) FREE stuff! and the random visual effects are just the shit.
the shit, i say!
speaking of fooling around with things.. i have dave's shirt and i just cannot stop breathing it all in.
speaking of the stopping of breathing, heath ledger, who plays the joker in the upcoming batman movie, "the dark knight," is dead.
he was 28.
... jeez.
mm there's more to talk about, and more random thoughts in my head to peruse through, but i'm going to collapssseee.... =_=
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| ugh.
these lows... really suck..
whoo, finals week.
blue man group kicks major ass.
if you ever get the chance to see em, do it.
do it.
i want to sleep.
but not just sleep..
sleep, where i find solace in between the sheets
and contentment underneath the covers.
sleep, so i hear raindrops
fall into the surface of a pond,
becoming and fading,
ebbing and soothing.
sleep, that is reassuring
to console me,
to remind me
that serenity can be simply
a good night's sleep.
p.s. check out "sea of love" by cat power.
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